A whole new world is waiting

Another apology

Oh wow, i can't believe it! It has been such a long time and i want to say sorry for my long absence - i didn't mean to leave you alone for so many months - but well, it means that i have many, many things to tell you - about me and how my view on the world has changed for me.

A few months ago, one anonymic guest on this little blog told me that i would just be another one of those teenage girls who long for Attention with their pitiful little stories.

But that, my dear ones, isn't true at all.

Yes, i am very happy that so, so many of you are visiting this website and yes, i am proud that you are looking at it and maybe read a few of my poems, a few of my short stories, a few drabbels of mine. I am proud and i am lucky but i am not addicted and i am not pitiful.

Now, let's stop the rage about those people who say such things - after all this is just a blog to share my thoughts, my fantasy, my stories with you. Stories which maybe bring tears to your eyes or a smile on your lips.

It's been a little more than half of a year that i have fallen in love.
An undying, strong love - not an easy and yet a perfect love. I live in a beautiful, chaotic, wonderful relationsship - though the last months were more than just a bit stressful - i made my final graduations, i finished school, i enrolled at the RWTH - an University in Aachen to study biology and so my time is going to become very limitated in a month.

I am happy to live here, that i found a cute little flat and all of it.

And finally i gathered the motivation and inspiration to write again.

I can present you today two of my newest poems - in german - though i also attempt to write english poems again and i started a new short Story calles 'Flying summer' - maybe i will also study Anglistik next year, who nows.
But well, here they are!

Lichtflug

Silberflügel
Ich warte
Auf einen Stern
Mich fortzutragen
Auf Lichterschwingen in
Regenbogenhimmel
Zu befreien von
Grauen Straßenecken und
Düsteren Worten

Rehaugen

Wenn

Bunte Blätter, smaragdgrün,

feurig fallend,

Die Blumen verglühn'

Wenn

Rehaugen glitzern,

Der letzte Wind weht,

Die Eisblumen schmelzen,

Der Winter vergeht,

Dann werde ich frei sein,

Dann werde ich stark,

Dann werde ich fliegen,

soweit ich vermag