You built this wall

Burn it

A bright smile

But under the surface

Just the tears they cry

A silly laugh

But under the surface

Just deep sad thoughts 

A fine friend

But under the surface

There is no helping hand

There is no truth

Not upside the wall

You just looked behind it

It's surprising, huh?

There is no love

Not under the surface

Everyone just cares about

Hisself, herself, it's the truth

You built it up

This wall of lies

You built it up

It never dies

But i will keep the fire

in my heart so deep

But i will keep

I will keep

me

In memoriam

I havn't forgotten you, no, and i will never forget.

I know, there wasn't that much between us, i know, it's a quite long time ago.

Five years, i guess? 

Oh yeah, i remember. And i am sorry i could not help you but i was a child then.

And a disease is not to stop, not from myself.
I am sorry, 'cause i've promised a thing on this day i could not even hold.

It was too much for me...

But this one is for you and i hope you will forgive me one day.

Und mein Herz zerbarst in tausend Stücke,
Eine weiße Rose, Kristalle auf dem Grund,
Die Zeit blieb stehen, keine Sekunde wollt' vergehen
Sie will nur noch zurück, zurück zu dir

Taubesetztes Gras unter mir,
Vielleicht bleib ich für immer hier,
Blütenvoller Wind durchstriff das Haar
Vielleicht bleib ich für immer da

Und die Sonne versank am Horizont,
mit dem Willen nicht mehr auf zu gehen
Stille senkte sich über Land, mein Leben
Selbst wenn alles zerbricht, ich bleibe hier stehen

Mixing colours

Symbols & Signs

Silver White

Wings to fly

Black Blue

Turning sky

Dark Red

Roses on the ground

Hard grey

Stone beneath your heart

Bright purple

Hope in your eyes

Growing Green

It'll come alive

Deepest Black

You're in a hole

Shining Yellow

There'll be a light

Into the middle of the world

Change the world

Heard of fightings all around

Heard of dying people, heard of children shot

Heard of all these hate, heard of all these broken hearts

And it teared myself apart

Even in my first years,

When i spoke in little words

I was sure about this

That i will change the world

I will not change with guns

I will not change with kills

I will not change whit armours

But I will change with wills

I take the courage to my heart

I make myself brave and strong

I want to give you what i've brought

From the middle of my world

I want to give you strength

But not the strength to hurt,

I want to give you love

And not the hate you borrow

I want to take away your pain

I want to give the love in your heart

I want to do it fast,

And so i give you words

And so i give you a smile

And the will to say goodbye 

To all the things you cannot borrow

And this one is for you

So my dear readers !
I just have to say a few words before my today-poem :)
I'm late, yes, i know, but this is direct to you, because you are one of the nicest, most friendlys and warmest persons I've ever met. And i want to wish you Happy Birthday just these days before, but i did not found the right words. I'm sorry!
But here is your poem, it's in german and i hope it's okay for you!

Freundschaft & Erinnerungen

Und über uns der Himmel,
Selbst hinter Wolkenfetzen strahlend blau
Und über uns die Sonne
Und der Wind, ganz warm und lau

Und zwischen uns waren die Weiten,
Die Entfernung, tränenschwer,
Doch zwischen unseren Herzen,
gab es schon lange keine Grenzen mehr

Und hinter uns Erinnerungen,
Sie sind so zum Greifen nah,
Keine Zeit blieb ewig,
Doch sie sind für immer da

Mancher Wille, manche Freundschaft,
mache Liebe, manche Kraft,
währt ewig lang,
manches Weinen, manches Lachen,
brauchte Ewigkeiten, bis's verklang

Niemals werden wir vergessen,
was war, was ist, was kommen wird.
Ewig werden wir vermissen,
was unser Herz jetzt spürt

Miss you

Remember

I can see you everywhere,

in the deep blue ocean, 

in the bright blue sky

and i can not deny

That my heart still loves you

That my soul still needs you

That the memories hurt me

That you're gone will break me

I did not want this to happen

I did not want to lose your heart

I did not want to hurt you

I did not want to lose you

And forever, i will miss you

And forever, i will remember

And forever, i'll wish for your luck

In my heart is endless december

So please come back to break my ice

Look into my tear-filled eyes

And heal me with your smile

The sign in your eyes

Sunlight

The daylight in your eyes
Shining sun in deep blue sky
The glittering hope in my heart
Lets my soul fly

The ocean in your gaze
The whispering wind in your voice
The warmth of your smile
The daylight in your eyes
Such a burning blaze

This springtime in our hearts,
The cherryblossom in my hair,
The clouds are moving far away,
No darkness in our souls,
Your hand in mine

I guess it's forever spring,
I know because this melody
The birds above us sing
I know because the bound of our heart
Will never tear apart.

The time of our endless love
It last forever, yes i know
Because you do it too
Yes, it's for ever me and you

My beloved child

Generation 

Sixty years of peace

That is what we are

Twenty years of freedom

We worked out so far

We are young

And we are free

We are full of love

And feared of war

Our hearts are bound

Over miles and over seas
No borders between them
Beating full of our love

Your hand in mine,
I will protect you from any pain
I will hold you from now to everys end
Just close your eyes and learn to trust me

I just want to be me

Numb

Afraid from talking,

looking, laughing,

crying

The horizon is grey

There is no shining sun

There are no clouds in rainbow colors

There's nothing anymore

I've fallen apart

I've been broken for so long

Searching by you for heal

But i was so wrong

Where i am supposed to go?
Who is waiting there?
Could it be you?
Behind the grey

Shadows i will run to

I am numb so make me feel again

I am sad so make me laugh again

Please give me a little smile

a little freedom for my heart

Need you so

Love & Friends

Heal my soul everyday

In my mind your memories stay

Like stars in the sky, your always there

Keeping me away from falling into darkness

Your my everything

My heart and soul, 

You're the one i laugh with

the one who hold on me

You're the medicine

with your laugh, your smile

With you i will deny

eveything what comes